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Yah. coffeelovesme. my new lj. Read it. memorize it. marry it.
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[05 Dec 2004|12:39am] |
So. This whole "livejournal" thing just isn't working out. Maybe i just need a new one! YAH THATS IT! WOOT WOOT!
Right. so my new one is coffeelovesme, just like my email. figure its simpler that way.
But i'll update right now anyhoooo.
I'm at andis, we have been bored stiff as of late. zac pat eric were supposed to show up, but no...they just couldn't seem to drag their asses out of grand haven.
BOO YOU WHORES!
Thats the quote of the day, in case you didn't know.
I made macaroni in cheese. Ya know, its SO much better if its the shape kind. Like cartoons. The regular kind isn't as cheesy. Go figure.
Luv air.
Or az kelli would say, airizzle. LOL airizzle and kelizzle rock the house!
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[30 Nov 2004|05:17pm] |
Wow...that's wierd. So far all of the people's things that I've seen have been really accurate. Like the stuff they get is actually stuff they like? LOL andi's was saved by the bell.
Anyway. I've kind of been very blah lately. thats not a real description, I know but thats just how stuff's been. But ive been writing more and eating better and working out more and sleeping less ( i was sleeping most of the day before) not to mention actually takin my meds (if u don't know what im talkin about bugger off). so i'm feelin better. WOOT WOOT! hot stuff.
i'm watching TV!
EEEP!
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[24 Nov 2004|02:57pm] |
Well I see people have taken a liking to my "five Good and five Bad" system, since I've seen them around now. Sheep. You are all SHEEP.
If I told you smearing jelly on your face and screaming "TASTE ME" was cool, would you do it?
Oh please, you know you would.
So we took an IQ test in Tate's class today. The highest anyone had gotten was a 132...which is really high. and 135 is off the charts. So... i got a 139...i feel like such a freak! EW. Somebody get me some big nerd glasses...
Maybe i should steal those Alma Threedle shorts back and wear them around. EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW. Well, im sure that will get me some "LITTLE BOY" comments.
Right. So im just kidding, im proud im smart. But its just wierd.
Im gonna be a sheep too and steal part of andi's system.
General: It's seriously bothering me that i don't act like myself around most of my friends. and it bugs the hell out of me.
Today: Good - annie and i helped out with the thanksgiving thing for the needy, which was cool.
Fives:
Good 1. Found my strokes cd.
2. My BRO'S HoME!
3. MY BRO'S HOme!
4. MY BRO'S HOME!
5. No school for a bit.
Bad 1. i'm pissed at myself
2. no one reads this damn livejournal
3. no tofurkey to laugh at this year
4. your mother.
5. I'm broke. As usual.
Go Drink Coffee, you addict. Yah, I'm talking to myself.
luv erin
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Hm...i took up my addiction to online quizzes again, and this one was long and complicated...here's my resultses. This is pretty much me on the inside, dono if thats REMOTELY how i act. AT ALL. But ppl who know me pretty damn well would get it.
Erin, you're a Skydiver! You are independent, fun, interesting, and gung-ho about life. So much so that people tend to find you an irresistible presence to be around. You're open and extroverted, and willing to see issues from at least a couple of different sides.
Wow I sound relatively interesting if you believe that quiz...hmm...Andi's was totally wrong when she took it. I was like...um...no. Andi's a wild child. Speaking of Dree i took a really cute picture of her and i want to post it but i can't figure out how. Bah. And theres one of me wearing EXACTLY what im wearing right now. It was taken yesterday. So i feel like a skank. YAY! KATIE WERE SKANKS! Anyway.
Today was shitty. someone told me that they thought i would be the kind of person to have a burn book. YAh know, like mean girls? That sucked bad, because i don't even like HEARING bad things about people, let alone saying them. Do i really come off that bitchy?
Three Goods and Bads
Goods 1. This sweatshirt is comfy. Btw andi i accidentally took it.
2. I found a couple pictures of me that i actually like LOL andi's magic camera
3. I have no homework. Ah, the simple things in life....
Bads 1. I have no date to the Christmas Dance...but thats okay, cuz im goin with mah girls.
2. Im a burn booker. Evidently.
3. Its Monday.
The end
luv air
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[19 Nov 2004|06:04pm] |
Yip Yip Yipee! So, people are messed up. I really don't understand how people can be so dramatic sometimes. i try to steer clear of all of that stuff, but sometimes i just get THROWN in it. Like..BAM! And it sucks, because when i get in to ppl's drama, i blame it on myself. especially when its all based on me, and how much people dislike me. And then i feel like crap. But thats stupid, because frankly i have nothing to do with this person...i barely talk to her. So...why does she hate me? How would I know? Bah. It's so silly. I guess I should be mad, but all I can come up with is...a pity sort of sense. It just seems like her life is so much more complicated that it should be...
anyway, thats only one little thing about moi right now. lets take a look at good stuffs and bad stuffs.
Good Stuffs:
1. Most of my friends are wonderfulls...I really have a lot of good people in my life.
2. I'm starting yoga again, which is super cool.
3. I'm taking art lessons soon
4. Im goin to karas in a few minutes.
5. I've got a good family, food, and a roof over my head...i'm so freakin lucky, honestly.
Bad Stuffs if you call it that:
1. I'm so disgusting to someone that they actually hate me
2. the plays over :(
3. i haven't been to see my laker buds in a while
4. i keep turning stuff around to make myself feel like a loser
5. im fifteen and ive never had a boyfriend
Anywyas, this is the first time ive updated in oh forever, so live with it. Im not going to spend more than two minutes on this.
tata
luv air
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Yawn.
Yup yup went to Dree's this weekend. I'm still there actually but whatevah.
Um...friday..um....oh yeah me tina and anthony went to tinas and watched old school, then zac and pat came over and we played pool, then zac pat and anthony went home, and me and andi went to sleep. WILD!
Saturday...we sat around trying to get money to find something to do, and thats sadly it. then we rented 'saved' and 'mean girls' and antwony came back over, then we watched saved again. because its awesome. and then antwon went home. and then we went to sleep. actually i was already asleep but im just trying to point out how boring we are.
WOOT WOOT!
anyway.
i'm makin my address book, so go ahead and put your phone number and email in here so i can add it to my addresses. notice i didn't even ask for any addresses, so thats dumb. Stupid Yahoo.
right.
andi got a new email, its diving4chai@yahoo.com
WOOT WOOT!
oh and im prolly switching lj's to match my email. later.
right. um.....im done now. i'm really bad at this, no? p.s. anyone in any of my classes, did i have homework this weekend?
luv air
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[01 Nov 2004|08:15pm] |
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Well, i guess either no one gives a damn about my pretty political views, or ya'll just didn't read it. Come on now, I know some of you bush supporters could have atleast berated me for that entry (mandy!) or maybe dear little andi, my kerry girl could back me up? hm?
Posh on all of you. Except Danae. Only half posh on you. And kayla.
But the rest of you...grrrrrr. Oh and only half for jenna. because atleast she mentioned it on aim.
Oh, shut up.
yo necesito el PATO! aaaah kelli. silly girl.
Yawn.
this is stupid.
stupid stupid stupid.
uUUUGGGh.
FRUSTRATED!
FRUSTRATED!
FRUSTRATED!
yah, thats right. i'm frustrated.
luv air
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[30 Oct 2004|12:27pm] |
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Okay, I am totally aware that I can't vote. But this is something an ACTUAL voter wrote in her livejournal, credit to prelapsarianme, that I thought was pretty cool and expresses my sentiments exactly. I just needed to get my little political entry out before election day...I'm aware that i live in west michigan and this will probably just make people think less of me, but HOOHA.
"I can not stress enough how important it is for all of you registered voters to get out there and VOTE. If you aren't registered, it's too late. But shame on you for not registering! I advise all of you who haven't voted to get to the polls before November 2nd, because there are a lot of people that are waiting until the last day. VOTE, VOTE, VOTE! I don't care who you are voting for - Kerry, Bush, Nader, Badnarik, the frickin' National Barking Spider Resurgence guys - just vote.
Politics is a very touchy subject. I, of course, am very opinionated and will never turn down a debate. However, I don't like to start the debates. Why? Because I respect that people have differing views/opinions/beliefs/values. But as soon as someone brings up the topic and knocks my views, you better believe I will jump right into a debate. Don't knock my views and expect me to keep quiet.
So let's just get a few of these out on the table, because I'm tired of reading pro-Bush posts without voicing my thoughts at all: I am all for gay marriages. I don't agree with the war on Iraq, at all. I think people are being deceived by the "tax cuts" and our economy is in the gutter. I don't mind if you don't agree with me, because we see the world with different eyes.
I am an informed, educated, agnostic, virtuous liberal. I am, because that's me. I cringe every time someone uses the term "liberal" as if it is a dirty word. Or when people assume that I based my opinion on a viewing of "Fahrenheit 9/11". Yes, I saw the movie and of course it was a liberal interpretation of Bush's term. It's just showing the other (or rather, another) side of it. The purpose is to open viewer's eyes - to show them that there are other sides to the story. If anything, it should make everyone dig further into their political research - to question whatever it is that they believe - either to reaffirm or re-evaluate. No one should base their opinion on one source, whether it be the news, a movie, your church, an article or a campaign commercial. Do your research and form your own opinion. Don't let someone dictate it to you."
Well teeter totter. Reply at will.
luv air
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[27 Oct 2004|08:28pm] |
I just plain LOVE that the few people who DO comment on my livejournal do it for their own private convorsations, or to call me a whore.
I am NOT a whore. Well, that will certainly get me some comments, because people certainly like to tell me I am one.
Eeeaauugghh.
That was WAY more drawn out in real life.
They don't make people like they used to. Please, if your not going to actually COMMENT on my journal (which yes, some people do), don't comment at all. It's annoying. I get all excited because I think someone has a slight opinion on something I said, then find it was nonexistant.
I return the insult : Whores.
Tell Sir Thomas Moore we've got another failed attempt...
utopia my ass.
I super swear im not this negative in person. EEk.
Love Air
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[26 Oct 2004|12:36pm] |
I love the shins.
I love thinking its tuesday morning when it's still monday night.
I love my glasses.
I love this computer.
I love downloading music...BAD ERIN!
I love pretending.
I love not pretending.
I love anticipation.
I love theatre kids.
I love spelling "theatre" with the r before the e.
I love stealing things from danae's livejournal.
I love my REAL journal.
I love forgetting.
I love never having a birthday party.
I love my friends.
I love cappaccino. Especially when drina makes it.
I love my movie addiction.
I love that andi has one too.
I love loving things.
I love you all.
P.S. I'm sick today, isn't that sad?
Yes.
luv erin
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I guess I've put this off enough. I felt like a bastard for not updating, so here we go.
I don't know whats up with my brain. Things happen, and people act so...well whatever human nature is a bitch. And where as i used to get mad, or sad or whatever...I just am kind of amused. unless its happening to someone i care about.ive been noticing how inconsiderate ppl can be sometimes...not like people in particular, just the a lot of the people i'm around. maybe its a teenager thing. maybe I've just gotten passed it. maybe its a good thing.
Anyway.
I just want to say thank you to all of my friends, at least the ones who read this. because most of you have always been there for me, or, if you don't know me well, may be in the future. however screwed up and stupid i can be at times, please know that i love all of you. and more than anything i just want to be told when im hurting someone. ive lost enough friends by lack of communication, on my part or theirs, to know how shitty it can be. please don't let me lose you.
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Andi is the coolest thing since sliced bread
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[15 Sep 2004|08:13pm] |
Shake it shake it Break it Break it Ooh La Ooh La Ooh La La!
I guess all it takes is those damn school pictures to make me realize how much i hate myself. Do I look like that? Please don't let me look like that. I know everyone says shit about their pictures and how they are crap, but this is the fifth year in a row that i have thrown mine away in disgust. It's like fucking...proof or something. WHY do they make you take those dumb things...so that the beautiful people can be reminded of their good luck while the rest of us have more ammo to berate ourselves with? Oh yeah, Erin...remember, you're ugly as shit.
Well fuck you, mister camera man. Whore.
coffee loves me
unlike the rest of you,
erin
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[12 Sep 2004|09:54pm] |
you beat your world until its black and blue
bruised, you feed on depression
you think it makes you deep
but it only makes you crash..
it only makes you weak, and you fall
you think you know me...
but how can you know me?
you can't even see me
your world is too black...
too blue.
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[06 Sep 2004|06:43pm] |
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Guess who stepped in a dead snake without shoes on? Oh, thats
right...ME! YAY! It was gross. I washed my foot off after but the next
morning it was all itchy and jenna reminded me that i had stepped in
the snake. So i was all paranoid.
Right. Back to the beginning.
So, we painted my room and now its all....painted. on friday I went to
karas with bunches of peoples. Then i hugn out with those same ppl at
karls, and then some of them at rachels, then at danis. We migrate like
coconuts, ya'll. It was nice to hang out in Muskegon all weekend.
I even got to steal some clothes from good ol' jenna. Hehehe..loser.
And no im not calling her a loser its an inside joke, whores.
Buzzzzz.. Here that? its the wasp that flew at me out of the mailbox while i was trying to mow the lawn in the rain.
Wait..i said this was a GOOD weekend, right? Okay it was then. Oh
except for bloody knocking today. i slept until two cuz i was at dani's
last night watching my so called life while they were asleep, and when
i woke up i was in a TERRIBLE mood. i kept looking in the mirror and
spitting at myself which is actually kind of funny now thati think
about it. Well not spitting cuz thats nasty. Oh nvm..stupid livejournal
not being able to communicate the way i talk.
Buzzzzzzzz...ITS BACK.
righto.
im done here
Oh and write your name in the comments page, i will tell you what i think of you. No lies.
im not dumb and making that up everyone else did it.
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[04 Sep 2004|04:54pm] |
Right...so it's labor day weekend and im spending the whole thing painting, because i'm a loser like that.
My kitten climbed through the air vent in my room and she's trapped now...she's in the ceiling and she keeps crying :(.
Righto. Jenna's coming over today and later we're probably going to
karl's. Yesterday we went to karas. Yep. I'm too lazy to actually write
anything. I'll just keep typing. Type. Type.
So...my arms hurt. How about yours?
I need music now. NOW. So i think I will find some.
I am really, really boring. Oh shut up Erin, self deprication is annoying. SHOVE IT.
joie de vivre
stupid heads
luvs erin
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[31 Aug 2004|07:58pm] |
You fuckers don't fucking comment on my fucking live journal. Except Jenna, cuz she's the shit. Hehehe...loser.
WOW. So i'm starting to understand this whole thing. As long as I don't
write about anything important, people will read it, but as soon as I
start using it as an actual outlet....WHOA! STAND THE FUCK BACK! Oh hell I'm just in a bad mood. Stupid Erin needs to remember her medicine. FUCKERS. FUCKING stupid. Fuck. Wow i love that word.
I can feel it as soon as it starts. I
think it's no big deal, i'm done with that, its not going to happen.
This year, i'm going to be in control. But i can tell, i can see that
its not going to be that way. when i can't sit still...when i want to
smash something against the wall. when i have the sudden urge to beat
my fists against my brain. to hide under the covers until nighttime.
I want to rip this keyboard apart. i'm going to eat the letter w.
joie de vivre
fuckers.
luvs erin
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[31 Aug 2004|07:58pm] |
You fuckers don't fucking comment on my fucking live journal. Except Jenna, cuz she's the shit. Hehehe...loser.
WOW. So i'm starting to understand this whole thing. As long as I don't
write about anything important, people will read it, but as soon as I
start using it as an actual outlet....WHOA! STAND THE FUCK BACK! Oh hell I'm just in a bad mood. Stupid Erin needs to remember her medicine. FUCKERS. FUCKING stupid. Fuck. Wow i love that word.
I can feel it as soon as it starts. I
think it's no big deal, i'm done with that, its not going to happen.
This year, i'm going to be in control. But i can tell, i can see that
its not going to be that way. when i can't sit still...when i want to
smash something against the wall. when i have the sudden urge to beat
my fists against my brain. to hide under the covers until nighttime.
I want to rip this keyboard apart. i'm going to eat the letter w.
joie de vivre
fuckers.
luvs erin
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